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Tuesday, June 26, 2018

The Red Letters of the Book of Matthew (NASB)

I raise my hands, bow my head
I'm finding more and more truth in the words written in red
They tell me that there's more to life than just what I can see
Oh I believe - Brooks and Dunn



I heard it suggested that we should read only the red letters in scripture at least once to see who Jesus was.  A good friend did that and it really had an impact on her.  So I have posted only the red lettered, Jesus spoken words of Matthew.  It's amazing.


“Permit it at this time; for in this way it is fitting for us to fulfill all righteousness.”

“It is written, ‘Man shall not live on bread alone, but on every word that proceeds out of the mouth of God.’”

“On the other hand, it is written, ‘You shall not put the Lord your God to the test.’”

“Go, Satan! For it is written, ‘You shall worship the Lord your God, and serve Him only.’”



“Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.” 

“Follow Me, and I will make you fishers of men.”  

“Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

“Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.

“Blessed are the gentle, for they shall inherit the earth.

“Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied.

"Blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy.

“Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. 

“Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons of God.

“Blessed are those who have been persecuted for the sake of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

“Blessed are you when people insult you and persecute you, and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of Me.  Rejoice and be glad, for your reward in heaven is great; for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

“You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt has become tasteless, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled under foot by men.

“You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden; nor does anyone light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on the lamp stand, and it gives light to all who are in the house.  Let your light shine before men in such a way that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father who is in heaven.

“Do not think that I came to abolish the Law or the Prophets; I did not come to abolish but to fulfill. For truly I say to you, until heaven and earth pass away, not the smallest letter or stroke shall pass from the Law until all is accomplished. Whoever then annuls one of the least of these commandments, and teaches others to do the same, shall be called least in the kingdom of heaven; but whoever keeps and teaches them, he shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven.

“For I say to you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will not enter the kingdom of heaven.

“You have heard that the ancients were told, ‘You shall not commit murder’ and ‘Whoever commits murder shall be liable to the court.’ But I say to you that everyone who is angry with his brother shall be guilty before the court; and whoever says to his brother, ‘You good-for-nothing,’ shall be guilty before the supreme court; and whoever says, ‘You fool,’ shall be guilty enough to go into the fiery hell. Therefore if you are presenting your offering at the altar, and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your offering there before the altar and go; first be reconciled to your brother, and then come and present your offering. Make friends quickly with your opponent at law while you are with him on the way, so that your opponent may not hand you over to the judge, and the judge to the officer, and you be thrown into prison. Truly I say to you, you will not come out of there until you have paid up the last cent.

“You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall not commit adultery’; but I say to you that everyone who looks at a woman with lust for her has already committed adultery with her in his heart. If your right eye makes you stumble, tear it out and throw it from you; for it is better for you to lose one of the parts of your body, than for your whole body to be thrown into hell. If your right hand makes you stumble, cut it off and throw it from you; for it is better for you to lose one of the parts of your body, than for your whole body to go into hell.

“It was said, ‘Whoever sends his wife away, let him give her a certificate of divorce but I say to you that everyone who divorces his wife, except for the reason of unchastity, makes her commit adultery; and whoever marries a divorced woman commits adultery.

“Again, you have heard that the ancients were told, ‘You shall not make false vows, but shall fulfill your vows to the Lord.’ But I say to you, make no oath at all, either by heaven, for it is the throne of God, or by the earth, for it is the footstool of His feet, or by Jerusalem, for it is the city of the great King. Nor shall you make an oath by your head, for you cannot make one hair white or black. But let your statement be, ‘Yes, yes’ or ‘No, no’; anything beyond these is of evil.

“You have heard that it was said, ‘An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth.’ But I say to you, do not resist an evil person; but whoever slaps you on your right cheek, turn the other to him also. If anyone wants to sue you and take your shirt, let him have your coat also. Whoever forces you to go one mile, go with him two. Give to him who asks of you, and do not turn away from him who wants to borrow from you.

“You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ But I say to you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven; for He causes His sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. For if you love those who love you, what reward do you have? Do not even the tax collectors do the same? If you greet only your brothers, what more are you doing than others? Do not even the Gentiles do the same? Therefore you are to be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect.

“Beware of practicing your righteousness before men to be noticed by them; otherwise you have no reward with your Father who is in heaven.
 
“So when you give to the poor, do not sound a trumpet before you, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, so that they may be honored by men. Truly I say to you, they have their reward in full.  But when you give to the poor, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your giving will be in secret; and your Father who sees what is done in secret will reward you.

“When you pray, you are not to be like the hypocrites; for they love to stand and pray in the synagogues and on the street corners so that they may be seen by men. Truly I say to you, they have their reward in full. But you, when you pray, go into your inner room, close your door and pray to your Father who is in secret, and your Father who sees what is done in secret will reward you.

“And when you are praying, do not use meaningless repetition as the Gentiles do, for they suppose that they will be heard for their many words. So do not be like them; for your Father knows what you need before you ask Him.

“Pray, then, in this way:
‘Our Father who is in heaven,
Hallowed be Your name. 
Your kingdom come.
Your will be done,
On earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors.
And do not lead us into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen.
For if you forgive others for their transgressions, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive others, then your Father will not forgive your transgressions.

“Whenever you fast, do not put on a gloomy face as the hypocrites do, for they neglect their appearance so that they will be noticed by men when they are fasting. Truly I say to you, they have their reward in full. But you, when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face so that your fasting will not be noticed by men, but by your Father who is in secret; and your Father who sees what is done in secret will reward you.

“Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys, and where thieves do not break in or steal; for where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

“The eye is the lamp of the body; so then if your eye is clear, your whole body will be full of light. But if your eye is bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light that is in you is darkness, how great is the darkness!

“No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and wealth.

“For this reason I say to you, do not be worried about your life, as to what you will eat or what you will drink; nor for your body, as to what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing?  Look at the birds of the air, that they do not sow, nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not worth much more than they? And who of you by being worried can add a single hour to his life? And why are you worried about clothing? Observe how the lilies of the field grow; they do not toil nor do they spin, yet I say to you that not even Solomon in all his glory clothed himself like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which is alive today and tomorrow is thrown into the furnace, will He not much more clothe you? You of little faith! Do not worry then, saying, ‘What will we eat?’ or ‘What will we drink?’ or ‘What will we wear for clothing?’  For the Gentiles eagerly seek all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.

“So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

 “Do not judge so that you will not be judged.  For in the way you judge, you will be judged; and by your standard of measure, it will be measured to you. Why do you look at the speck that is in your brother’s eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye? Or how can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ and behold, the log is in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the log out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to take the speck out of your brother’s eye.

“Do not give what is holy to dogs, and do not throw your pearls before swine, or they will trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you to pieces.

“Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened. Or what man is there among you who, when his son asks for a loaf, will give him a stone?  Or if he asks for a fish, he will not give him a snake, will he?  If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give what is good to those who ask Him!

“In everything, therefore, treat people the same way you want them to treat you, for this is the Law and the Prophets.

“Enter through the narrow gate; for the gate is wide and the way is broad that leads to destruction, and there are many who enter through it.  For the gate is small and the way is narrow that leads to life, and there are few who find it.

“Beware of the false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly are ravenous wolves. You will know them by their fruits. Grapes are not gathered from thorn bushes nor figs from thistles, are they? So every good tree bears good fruit, but the bad tree bears bad fruit. A good tree cannot produce bad fruit, nor can a bad tree produce good fruit. Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. So then, you will know them by their fruits.

“Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father who is in heaven will enter. Many will say to Me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in Your name, and in Your name cast out demons, and in Your name perform many miracles?’ And then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness.’

“Therefore everyone who hears these words of Mine and acts on them, may be compared to a wise man who built his house on the rock. And the rain fell, and the floods came, and the winds blew and slammed against that house; and yet it did not fall, for it had been founded on the rock. Everyone who hears these words of Mine and does not act on them, will be like a foolish man who built his house on the sand. The rain fell, and the floods came, and the winds blew and slammed against that house; and it fell—and great was its fall.”

 “I am willing; be cleansed.” 

“See that you tell no one; but go, show yourself to the priest and present the offering that Moses commanded, as a testimony to them.”

“I will come and heal him.”  

“Truly I say to you, I have not found such great faith with anyone in Israel. I say to you that many will come from east and west, and recline at the table with Abraham, Isaac and Jacob in the kingdom of heaven; but the sons of the kingdom will be cast out into the outer darkness; in that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.”  

“Go; it shall be done for you as you have believed.” 

“The foxes have holes and the birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay His head.”  

“Follow Me, and allow the dead to bury their own dead.”

“Why are you afraid, you men of little faith?”  

“Go!”

“Take courage, son; your sins are forgiven.”   

“Why are you thinking evil in your hearts? Which is easier, to say, ‘Your sins are forgiven,’ or to say, ‘Get up, and walk’? But so that you may know that the Son of Man has authority on earth to forgive sins” 

"Get up, pick up your bed and go home.”  

“Follow Me!”

It is not those who are healthy who need a physician, but those who are sick. But go and learn what this means: ‘I desire compassion, and not sacrifice,’ for I did not come to call the righteous, but sinners.”  

“The attendants of the bridegroom cannot mourn as long as the bridegroom is with them, can they? But the days will come when the bridegroom is taken away from them, and then they will fast. But no one puts a patch of unshrunk cloth on an old garment; for the patch pulls away from the garment, and a worse tear results. Nor do people put new wine into old wineskins; otherwise the wineskins burst, and the wine pours out and the wineskins are ruined; but they put new wine into fresh wineskins, and both are preserved.” 

“Daughter, take courage; your faith has made you well.” 

“Leave; for the girl has not died, but is asleep.” 

“Do you believe that I am able to do this?” 

“It shall be done to you according to your faith.”  

“See that no one knows about this!”

“The harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few. Therefore beseech the Lord of the harvest to send out workers into His harvest.”     

“Do not go in the way of the Gentiles, and do not enter any city of the Samaritans; but rather go to the lost sheep of the house of Israel. And as you go, preach, saying, ‘The kingdom of heaven is at hand.’  Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse the lepers, cast out demons. Freely you received, freely give. Do not acquire gold, or silver, or copper for your money belts, or a bag for your journey, or even two coats, or sandals, or a staff; for the worker is worthy of his support. And whatever city or village you enter, inquire who is worthy in it, and stay at his house until you leave that city.  As you enter the house, give it your greeting. If the house is worthy, give it your blessing of peace. But if it is not worthy, take back your blessing of peace. Whoever does not receive you, nor heed your words, as you go out of that house or that city, shake the dust off your feet. Truly I say to you, it will be more tolerable for the land of Sodom and Gomorrah in the day of judgment than for that city.

“Behold, I send you out as sheep in the midst of wolves; so be shrewd as serpents and innocent as doves. But beware of men, for they will hand you over to the courts and scourge you in their synagogues;  and you will even be brought before governors and kings for My sake, as a testimony to them and to the Gentiles.  But when they hand you over, do not worry about how or what you are to say; for it will be given you in that hour what you are to say. For it is not you who speak, but it is the Spirit of your Father who speaks in you.

“Brother will betray brother to death, and a father his child; and children will rise up against parents and cause them to be put to death.  You will be hated by all because of My name, but it is the one who has endured to the end who will be saved.

“But whenever they persecute you in one city, flee to the next; for truly I say to you, you will not finish going through the cities of Israel until the Son of Man comes.

“A disciple is not above his teacher, nor a slave above his master. It is enough for the disciple that he become like his teacher, and the slave like his master. If they have called the head of the house Beelzebul, how much more will they malign the members of his household!

“Therefore do not fear them, for there is nothing concealed that will not be revealed, or hidden that will not be known. What I tell you in the darkness, speak in the light; and what you hear whispered in your ear, proclaim upon the housetops. Do not fear those who kill the body but are unable to kill the soul; but rather fear Him who is able to destroy both soul and body in hell. Are not two sparrows sold for a cent? And yet not one of them will fall to the ground apart from your Father. But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. So do not fear; you are more valuable than many sparrows.

“Therefore everyone who confesses Me before men, I will also confess him before My Father who is in heaven.  But whoever denies Me before men, I will also deny him before My Father who is in heaven.

“Do not think that I came to bring peace on the earth; I did not come to bring peace, but a sword.  For I came to set a man against his father, and a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law; and a man’s enemies will be the members of his household.

“He who loves father or mother more than Me is not worthy of Me; and he who loves son or daughter more than Me is not worthy of Me. And he who does not take his cross and follow after Me is not worthy of Me. He who has found his life will lose it, and he who has lost his life for My sake will find it.

“He who receives you receives Me, and he who receives Me receives Him who sent Me. He who receives a prophet in the name of a prophet shall receive a prophet’s reward; and he who receives a righteous man in the name of a righteous man shall receive a righteous man’s reward. And whoever in the name of a disciple gives to one of these little ones even a cup of cold water to drink, truly I say to you, he shall not lose his reward.”

“Go and report to John what you hear and see: the blind receive sight and the lame walk, the lepers are cleansed and the deaf hear, the dead are raised up, and the poor have the gospel preached to them.  And blessed is he who does not take offense at Me.” 

“What did you go out into the wilderness to see? A reed shaken by the wind? But what did you go out to see? A man dressed in soft clothing? Those who wear soft clothing are in kings’ palaces! But what did you go out to see? A prophet? Yes, I tell you, and one who is more than a prophet. This is the one about whom it is written,
Behold, I send My messenger ahead of You,
Who will prepare Your way before You.’
Truly I say to you, among those born of women there has not arisen anyone greater than John the Baptist! Yet the one who is least in the kingdom of heaven is greater than he. From the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and violent men ]take it by force. For all the prophets and the Law prophesied until John. And if you are willing to accept it, John himself is Elijah who was to come. He who has ears to hear, let him hear.

“But to what shall I compare this generation? It is like children sitting in the market places, who call out to the other children, and say, ‘We played the flute for you, and you did not dance; we sang a dirge, and you did not mourn.’ For John came neither eating nor drinking, and they say, ‘He has a demon!’ The Son of Man came eating and drinking, and they say, ‘Behold, a gluttonous man and a drunkard, a friend of tax collectors and sinners!’ Yet wisdom is vindicated by her deeds.”

“Woe to you, Chorazin! Woe to you, Bethsaida! For if the miracles had occurred in Tyre and Sidon which occurred in you, they would have repented long ago in sackcloth and ashes. Nevertheless I say to you, it will be more tolerable for Tyre and Sidon in the day of judgment than for you. And you, Capernaum, will not be exalted to heaven, will you? You will descend to Hades; for if the miracles had occurred in Sodom which occurred in you, it would have remained to this day. Nevertheless I say to you that it will be more tolerable for the land of Sodom in the day of judgment, than for you.”

“I praise You, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that You have hidden these things from the wise and intelligent and have revealed them to infants. Yes, Father, for this way was well-pleasing in Your sight. All things have been handed over to Me by My Father; and no one knows the Son except the Father; nor does anyone know the Father except the Son, and anyone to whom the Son wills to reveal Him.

“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.  For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.”

“Have you not read what David did when he became hungry, he and his companions, how he entered the house of God, and they ate the consecrated bread, which was not lawful for him to eat nor for those with him, but for the priests alone?  Or have you not read in the Law, that on the Sabbath the priests in the temple break the Sabbath and are innocent? But I say to you that something greater than the temple is here.  But if you had known what this means, ‘I desire compassion, and not a sacrifice,’ you would not have condemned the innocent.  For the Son of Man is Lord of the Sabbath.”

“What man is there among you who has a sheep, and if it falls into a pit on the Sabbath, will he not take hold of it and lift it out?  How much more valuable then is a man than a sheep! So then, it is lawful to do good on the Sabbath.”  

“Stretch out your hand!” 

“Any kingdom divided against itself is laid waste; and any city or house divided against itself will not stand. If Satan casts out Satan, he is divided against himself; how then will his kingdom stand? If I by Beelzebul cast out demons, by whom do your sons cast them out? For this reason they will be your judges. But if I cast out demons by the Spirit of God, then the kingdom of God has come upon you. Or how can anyone enter the strong man’s house and carry off his property, unless he first binds the strong man? And then he will plunder his house.  He who is not with Me is against Me; and he who does not gather with Me scatters.

“Therefore I say to you, any sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven people, but blasphemy against the Spirit shall not be forgiven. Whoever speaks a word against the Son of Man, it shall be forgiven him; but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit, it shall not be forgiven him, either in this age or in the age to come.




“Either make the tree good and its fruit good, or make the tree bad and its fruit bad; for the tree is known by its fruit. You brood of vipers, how can you, being evil, speak what is good? For the mouth speaks out of that which fills the heart. The good man brings out of his good treasure what is good; and the evil man brings out of his evil treasure what is evil.  But I tell you that every careless word that people speak, they shall give an accounting for it in the day of judgment. For by your words you will be justified, and by your words you will be condemned.”

“An evil and adulterous generation craves for a sign; and yet no sign will be given to it but the sign of Jonah the prophet; for just as Jonah was three days and three nights in the belly of the sea monster, so will the Son of Man be three days and three nights in the heart of the earth. The men of Nineveh will stand up with this generation at the judgment, and will condemn it because they repented at the preaching of Jonah; and behold, something greater than Jonah is here. The Queen of the South will rise up with this generation at the judgment and will condemn it, because she came from the ends of the earth to hear the wisdom of Solomon; and behold, something greater than Solomon is here.

 “Now when the unclean spirit goes out of a man, it passes through waterless places seeking rest, and does not find it. Then it says, ‘I will return to my house from which I came’; and when it comes, it finds it unoccupied, swept, and put in order. Then it goes and takes along with it seven other spirits more wicked than itself, and they go in and live there; and the last state of that man becomes worse than the first. That is the way it will also be with this evil generation.”

“Who is My mother and who are My brothers?”

“Behold My mother and My brothers! For whoever does the will of My Father who is in heaven, he is My brother and sister and mother.”

“Behold, the sower went out to sow; and as he sowed, some seeds fell beside the road, and the birds came and ate them up. Others fell on the rocky places, where they did not have much soil; and immediately they sprang up, because they had no depth of soil. But when the sun had risen, they were scorched; and because they had no root, they withered away. Others fell among the thorns, and the thorns came up and choked them out. And others fell on the good soil and yielded a crop, some a hundredfold, some sixty, and some thirty. He who has ears, let him hear.”

“To you it has been granted to know the mysteries of the kingdom of heaven, but to them it has not been granted.  For whoever has, to him more shall be given, and he will have an abundance; but whoever does not have, even what he has shall be taken away from him. Therefore I speak to them in parables; because while seeing they do not see, and while hearing they do not hear, nor do they understand. In their case the prophecy of Isaiah is being fulfilled, which says,
You will keep on hearing, but will not understand;
You will keep on seeing, but will not perceive; 
 For the heart of this people has become dull,
With their ears they scarcely hear,
And they have closed their eyes,
Otherwise they would see with their eyes,
Hear with their ears,
And understand with their heart and return,
And I would heal them.’
 But blessed are your eyes, because they see; and your ears, because they hear.  For truly I say to you that many prophets and righteous men desired to see what you see, and did not see it, and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it.
“Hear then the parable of the sower. When anyone hears the word of the kingdom and does not understand it, the evil one comes and snatches away what has been sown in his heart. This is the one on whom seed was sown beside the road. The one on whom seed was sown on the rocky places, this is the man who hears the word and immediately receives it with joy; yet he has no firm root in himself, but is only temporary, and when affliction or persecution arises because of the word, immediately he falls away.  And the one on whom seed was sown among the thorns, this is the man who hears the word, and the worry of the world and the deceitfulness of wealth choke the word, and it becomes unfruitful. And the one on whom seed was sown on the good soil, this is the man who hears the word and understands it; who indeed bears fruit and brings forth, some a hundredfold, some sixty, and some thirty.”
 
 “The kingdom of heaven may be compared to a man who sowed good seed in his field. But while his men were sleeping, his enemy came and sowed tares among the wheat, and went away. But when the wheat sprouted and bore grain, then the tares became evident also. The slaves of the landowner came and said to him, ‘Sir, did you not sow good seed in your field? How then does it have tares?’ And he said to them, ‘An enemy has done this!’ The slaves said to him, ‘Do you want us, then, to go and gather them up?’ But he said, ‘No; for while you are gathering up the tares, you may uproot the wheat with them. Allow both to grow together until the harvest; and in the time of the harvest I will say to the reapers, “First gather up the tares and bind them in bundles to burn them up; but gather the wheat into my barn.”’”

“The kingdom of heaven is like a mustard seed, which a man took and sowed in his field; and this is smaller than all other seeds, but when it is full grown, it is larger than the garden plants and becomes a tree, so that the birds of the air come and nest in its branches.”

“The kingdom of heaven is like leaven, which a woman took and hid in three pecks of flour until it was all leavened.”

“The one who sows the good seed is the Son of Man,  and the field is the world; and as for the good seed, these are the sons of the kingdom; and the tares are the sons of the evil one; and the enemy who sowed them is the devil, and the harvest is the end of the age; and the reapers are angels.  So just as the tares are gathered up and burned with fire, so shall it be at the end of the age. The Son of Man will send forth His angels, and they will gather out of His kingdom all stumbling blocks, and those who commit lawlessness, and will throw them into the furnace of fire; in that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth. Then the righteous will shine forth as the sun in the kingdom of their Father. He who has ears, let him hear.

“The kingdom of heaven is like a treasure hidden in the field, which a man found and hid again; and from joy over it he goes and sells all that he has and buys that field.

“Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant seeking fine pearls, 46 and upon finding one pearl of great value, he went and sold all that he had and bought it.

“Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a dragnet cast into the sea, and gathering fish of every kind; and when it was filled, they drew it up on the beach; and they sat down and gathered the good fish into containers, but the bad they threw away. So it will be at the end of the age; the angels will come forth and take out the wicked from among the righteous,  and will throw them into the furnace of fire; in that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

“Have you understood all these things?”

“Therefore every scribe who has become a disciple of the kingdom of heaven is like a head of a household, who brings out of his treasure things new and old.”
“A prophet is not without honor except in his hometown and in his own household.” 

“They do not need to go away; you give them something to eat!”

“Bring them here to Me.” 

“Take courage, it is I; do not be afraid.”

“Come!” 

“You of little faith, why did you doubt?” 

  “Why do you yourselves transgress the commandment of God for the sake of your tradition? For God said, ‘Honor your father and mother,’ and, ‘He who speaks evil of father or mother is to be put to death.’ But you say, ‘Whoever says to his father or mother, “Whatever I have that would help you has been given to God,” he is not to honor his father or his mother.’ And by this you invalidated the word of God for the sake of your tradition. You hypocrites, rightly did Isaiah prophesy of you:
 This people honors Me with their lips,
But their heart is far away from Me. 
 But in vain do they worship Me,
Teaching as doctrines the precepts of men.’”
  
“Hear and understand.  It is not what enters into the mouth that defiles the man, but what proceeds out of the mouth, this defiles the man.” 

“Every plant which My heavenly Father did not plant shall be uprooted. Let them alone; they are blind guides of the blind. And if a blind man guides a blind man, both will fall into a pit.” 

“Are you still lacking in understanding also?  Do you not understand that everything that goes into the mouth passes into the stomach, and is eliminated?  But the things that proceed out of the mouth come from the heart, and those defile the man.  For out of the heart come evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witness, slanders. These are the things which defile the man; but to eat with unwashed hands does not defile the man.” 

“I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.”

“It is not good to take the children’s bread and throw it to the dogs.”   

“O woman, your faith is great; it shall be done for you as you wish.”

“I feel compassion for the people, because they have remained with Me now three days and have nothing to eat; and I do not want to send them away hungry, for they might faint on the way.”  

“How many loaves do you have?” 

“When it is evening, you say, ‘It will be fair weather, for the sky is red.’ And in the morning, ‘There will be a storm today, for the sky is red and threatening.’ Do you know how to discern the appearance of the sky, but cannot discern the signs of the times?  An evil and adulterous generation seeks after a sign; and a sign will not be given it, except the sign of Jonah.”   

“Watch out and beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and Sadducees.” 

“You men of little faith, why do you discuss among yourselves that you have no bread? Do you not yet understand or remember the five loaves of the five thousand, and how many baskets full you picked up? Or the seven loaves of the four thousand, and how many large baskets full you picked up? How is it that you do not understand that I did not speak to you concerning bread? But beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and Sadducees.” 

“Who do people say that the Son of Man is?”

“But who do you say that I am?”

“Blessed are you, Simon Barjona, because flesh and blood did not reveal this to you, but My Father who is in heaven. I also say to you that you are Peter, and upon this rock I will build My church; and the gates of Hades will not overpower it. I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven; and whatever you bind on earth shall have been bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth shall have been loosed in heaven.”    

“Get behind Me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to Me; for you are not setting your mind on God’s interests, but man’s.” 

“If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself, and take up his cross and follow Me.  For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it; but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it. For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world and forfeits his soul? Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul? For the Son of Man is going to come in the glory of His Father with His angels, and will then repay every man according to his deeds.

“Truly I say to you, there are some of those who are standing here who will not taste death until they see the Son of Man coming in His kingdom.”

“Get up, and do not be afraid.”

“Tell the vision to no one until the Son of Man has risen from the dead.”

“Elijah is coming and will restore all things;  but I say to you that Elijah already came, and they did not recognize him, but did to him whatever they wished. So also the Son of Man is going to suffer at their hands.”  

“You unbelieving and perverted generation, how long shall I be with you? How long shall I put up with you? Bring him here to Me.”

“Because of the littleness of your faith; for truly I say to you, if you have faith the size of a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move; and nothing will be impossible to you. But this kind does not go out except by prayer and fasting.”

“The Son of Man is going to be delivered into the hands of men; and they will kill Him, and He will be raised on the third day.”  

“What do you think, Simon? From whom do the kings of the earth collect customs or poll-tax, from their sons or from strangers?” 

“Then the sons are exempt. However, so that we do not offend them, go to the sea and throw in a hook, and take the first fish that comes up; and when you open its mouth, you will find a shekel. Take that and give it to them for you and Me.”

“Truly I say to you, unless you are converted and become like children, you will not enter the kingdom of heaven.  Whoever then humbles himself as this child, he is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.  And whoever receives one such child in My name receives Me; but whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in Me to stumble, it would be better for him to have a heavy millstone hung around his neck, and to be drowned in the depth of the sea.  

“Woe to the world because of its stumbling blocks! For it is inevitable that stumbling blocks come; but woe to that man through whom the stumbling block comes!

“If your hand or your foot causes you to stumble, cut it off and throw it from you; it is better for you to enter life crippled or lame, than to have two hands or two feet and be cast into the eternal fire.  If your eye causes you to stumble, pluck it out and throw it from you. It is better for you to enter life with one eye, than to have two eyes and be cast into the fiery hell.

“See that you do not despise one of these little ones, for I say to you that their angels in heaven continually see the face of My Father who is in heaven. For the Son of Man has come to save that which was lost.

“What do you think? If any man has a hundred sheep, and one of them has gone astray, does he not leave the ninety-nine on the mountains and go and search for the one that is straying?  If it turns out that he finds it, truly I say to you, he rejoices over it more than over the ninety-nine which have not gone astray.  So it is not the will of your Father who is in heaven that one of these little ones perish.
  
  “If your brother sins go and show him his fault in private; if he listens to you, you have won your brother.  But if he does not listen to you, take one or two more with you, so that by the mouth of two or three witnesses every fact may be confirmed.  If he refuses to listen to them, tell it to the church; and if he refuses to listen even to the church, let him be to you as a Gentile and a tax collector.  Truly I say to you, whatever you bind on earth shall have been bound in heaven; and whatever you loose on earth shall have been loosed in heaven.

“Again I say to you, that if two of you agree on earth about anything that they may ask, it shall be done for them by My Father who is in heaven.  For where two or three have gathered together in My name, I am there in their midst.”

“I do not say to you, up to seven times, but up to seventy times seven.

 “For this reason the kingdom of heaven may be compared to a king who wished to settle accounts with his slaves.  When he had begun to settle them, one who owed him ten thousand talents was brought to him.  But since he did not have the means to repay, his lord commanded him to be sold, along with his wife and children and all that he had, and repayment to be made.  So the slave fell to the ground and prostrated himself before him, saying, ‘Have patience with me and I will repay you everything.’  And the lord of that slave felt compassion and released him and forgave him the debt.  But that slave went out and found one of his fellow slaves who owed him a hundred denarii; and he seized him and began to choke him, saying, ‘Pay back what you owe.’  So his fellow slave fell to the ground and began to plead with him, saying, ‘Have patience with me and I will repay you.’  But he was unwilling and went and threw him in prison until he should pay back what was owed.  So when his fellow slaves saw what had happened, they were deeply grieved and came and reported to their lord all that had happened.  Then summoning him, his lord said to him, ‘You wicked slave, I forgave you all that debt because you pleaded with me.  Should you not also have had mercy on your fellow slave, in the same way that I had mercy on you?’  And his lord, moved with anger, handed him over to the torturers until he should repay all that was owed him.  My heavenly Father will also do the same to you, if each of you does not forgive his brother from your heart.”  

“Have you not read that He who created them from the beginning made them male and female, and said, ‘For this reason a man shall leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife, and the two shall become one flesh’?  So they are no longer two, but one flesh. What therefore God has joined together, let no man separate.” 

“Because of your hardness of heart Moses permitted you to divorce your wives; but from the beginning it has not been this way.  And I say to you, whoever divorces his wife, except for immorality, and marries another woman commits adultery.” 

“Not all men can accept this statement, but only those to whom it has been given.  For there are eunuchs who were born that way from their mother’s womb; and there are eunuchs who were made eunuchs by men; and there are also eunuchs who made themselves eunuchs for the sake of the kingdom of heaven. He who is able to accept this, let him accept it.” 

“Let the children alone, and do not hinder them from coming to Me; for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these.”  

“Why are you asking Me about what is good? There is only One who is good; but if you wish to enter into life, keep the commandments.” 

You shall not commit murder; You shall not commit adultery; You shall not steal; You shall not bear false witness; Honor your father and mother; and You shall love your neighbor as yourself.” 

“If you wish to be complete, go and sell your possessions and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow Me.”  

“Truly I say to you, it is hard for a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven.  Again I say to you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God.”  

“With people this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”

“Truly I say to you, that you who have followed Me, in the regeneration when the Son of Man will sit on His glorious throne, you also shall sit upon twelve thrones, judging the twelve tribes of Israel.  And everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or farms for My name’s sake, will receive many times as much, and will inherit eternal life. But many who are first will be last; and the last, first.  

 “For the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner who went out early in the morning to hire laborers for his vineyard.  When he had agreed with the laborers for a denarius for the day, he sent them into his vineyard.  And he went out about the third hour and saw others standing idle in the market place;  and to those he said, ‘You also go into the vineyard, and whatever is right I will give you.’ And so they went.  Again he went out about the sixth and the ninth hour, and did the same thing.  And about the eleventh hour he went out and found others standing around; and he said to them, ‘Why have you been standing here idle all day long?’  They said to him, ‘Because no one hired us.’ He said to them, ‘You go into the vineyard too.  When evening came, the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, ‘Call the laborers and pay them their wages, beginning with the last group to the first.’ When those hired about the eleventh hour came, each one received a denarius.  When those hired first came, they thought that they would receive more; but each of them also received a denarius.  When they received it, they grumbled at the landowner,  saying, ‘These last men have worked only one hour, and you have made them equal to us who have borne the burden and the scorching heat of the day.’  But he answered and said to one of them, ‘Friend, I am doing you no wrong; did you not agree with me for a denarius?  Take what is yours and go, but I wish to give to this last man the same as to you.  Is it not lawful for me to do what I wish with what is my own? Or is your eye envious because I am generous?’  So the last shall be first, and the first last.”

“Behold, we are going up to Jerusalem; and the Son of Man will be delivered to the chief priests and scribes, and they will condemn Him to death, and will hand Him over to the Gentiles to mock and scourge and crucify Him, and on the third day He will be raised up.”

“What do you wish?”

“You do not know what you are asking. Are you able to drink the cup that I am about to drink?” 

“My cup you shall drink; but to sit on My right and on My left, this is not Mine to give, but it is for those for whom it has been prepared by My Father.”

“You know that the rulers of the Gentiles lord it over them, and their great men exercise authority over them.  It is not this way among you, but whoever wishes to become great among you shall be your servant,  and whoever wishes to be first among you shall be your slave; just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give His life a ransom for many.”    

“What do you want Me to do for you?”

“Go into the village opposite you, and immediately you will find a donkey tied there and a colt with her; untie them and bring them to Me.  If anyone says anything to you, you shall say, ‘The Lord has need of them,’ and immediately he will send them.”  

“It is written, ‘My house shall be called a house of prayer’; but you are making it a robbersden.” 

“Yes; have you never read, ‘Out of the mouth of infants and nursing babies You have prepared praise for Yourself’?”

“No longer shall there ever be any fruit from you.”

“Truly I say to you, if you have faith and do not doubt, you will not only do what was done to the fig tree, but even if you say to this mountain, ‘Be taken up and cast into the sea,’ it will happen.  And all things you ask in prayer, believing, you will receive.”   

“I will also ask you one thing, which if you tell Me, I will also tell you by what authority I do these things.  The baptism of John was from what source, from heaven or from men?”

“Neither will I tell you by what authority I do these things.

“But what do you think? A man had two sons, and he came to the first and said, ‘Son, go work today in the vineyard.’ And he answered, ‘I will not’; but afterward he regretted it and went. The man came to the second and said the same thing; and he answered, ‘I will, sir’; but he did not go. Which of the two did the will of his father?”  

 “Truly I say to you that the tax collectors and prostitutes will get into the kingdom of God before you.  For John came to you in the way of righteousness and you did not believe him; but the tax collectors and prostitutes did believe him; and you, seeing this, did not even feel remorse afterward so as to believe him.

 “Listen to another parable. There was a landowner who planted a vineyard and put a wall around it and dug a wine press in it, and built a tower, and rented it out to vine-growers and went on a journey.  When the harvest time approached, he sent his slaves to the vine-growers to receive his produce.  The vine-growers took his slaves and beat one, and killed another, and stoned a third.  Again he sent another group of slaves larger than the first; and they did the same thing to them.  But afterward he sent his son to them, saying, ‘They will respect my son.’  But when the vine-growers saw the son, they said among themselves, ‘This is the heir; come, let us kill him and seize his inheritance.’  They took him, and threw him out of the vineyard and killed him.  Therefore when the owner of the vineyard comes, what will he do to those vine-growers?”
   
 “Did you never read in the Scriptures,
The stone which the builders rejected,
This became the chief corner stone;
This came about from the Lord,
And it is marvelous in our eyes’?
 Therefore I say to you, the kingdom of God will be taken away from you and given to a people, producing the fruit of it.  And he who falls on this stone will be broken to pieces; but on whomever it falls, it will scatter him like dust.”

 “The kingdom of heaven may be compared to a king who gave a wedding feast for his son.  And he sent out his slaves to call those who had been invited to the wedding feast, and they were unwilling to come.  Again he sent out other slaves saying, ‘Tell those who have been invited, “Behold, I have prepared my dinner; my oxen and my fattened livestock are all butchered and everything is ready; come to the wedding feast.”’  But they paid no attention and went their way, one to his own farm, another to his business,  and the rest seized his slaves and mistreated them and killed them. But the king was enraged, and he sent his armies and destroyed those murderers and set their city on fire.  Then he said to his slaves, ‘The wedding is ready, but those who were invited were not worthy.  Go therefore to the main highways, and as many as you find there, invite to the wedding feast.’  Those slaves went out into the streets and gathered together all they found, both evil and good; and the wedding hall was filled with dinner guests.  But when the king came in to look over the dinner guests, he saw a man there who was not dressed in wedding clothes, and he said to him, ‘Friend, how did you come in here without wedding clothes?’ And the man was speechless.  Then the king said to the servants, ‘Bind him hand and foot, and throw him into the outer darkness; in that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.’  For many are called, but few are chosen.”

“Why are you testing Me, you hypocrites? 19 Show Me the coin used for the poll-tax.”

“Whose likeness and inscription is this?”

“Then render to Caesar the things that are Caesar’s; and to God the things that are God’s.”

"You are mistaken, not understanding the Scriptures nor the power of God. For in the resurrection they neither marry nor are given in marriage, but are like angels in heaven.  But regarding the resurrection of the dead, have you not read what was spoken to you by God:  ‘I am the God of Abraham, and the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob’? He is not the God of the dead but of the living.”   

“‘You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind.’  This is the great and foremost commandment.  The second is like it, ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’  On these two commandments depend the whole Law and the Prophets.” 

“What do you think about the Christ, whose son is He?”

 “Then how does David in the Spirit call Him ‘Lord,’ saying,
 The Lord said to my Lord,
Sit at My right hand,
Until I put Your enemies beneath Your feet”’?
 If David then calls Him ‘Lord,’ how is He his son?” 
 
  “The scribes and the Pharisees have seated themselves in the chair of Moses;  therefore all that they tell you, do and observe, but do not do according to their deeds; for they say things and do not do them.  They tie up heavy burdens and lay them on men’s shoulders, but they themselves are unwilling to move them with so much as a finger.  But they do all their deeds to be noticed by men; for they broaden their phylacteries and lengthen the tassels of their garments.  They love the place of honor at banquets and the chief seats in the synagogues, and respectful greetings in the market places, and being called Rabbi by men. But do not be called Rabbi; for One is your Teacher, and you are all brothers. Do not call anyone on earth your father; for One is your Father, He who is in heaven.  Do not be called leaders; for One is your Leader, that is, Christ.  But the greatest among you shall be your servant.  Whoever exalts himself shall be humbled; and whoever humbles himself shall be exalted.

“But woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites, because you shut off the kingdom of heaven from people; for you do not enter in yourselves, nor do you allow those who are entering to go in. Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites, because you devour widows’ houses, and for a pretense you make long prayers; therefore you will receive greater condemnation. 
 “Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites, because you travel around on sea and land to make one proselyte; and when he becomes one, you make him twice as much a son of hell as yourselves.
“Woe to you, blind guides, who say, ‘Whoever swears by the temple, that is nothing; but whoever swears by the gold of the temple is obligated.’  You fools and blind men! Which is more important, the gold or the temple that sanctified the gold?  And, ‘Whoever swears by the altar, that is nothing, but whoever swears by the offering on it, he is obligated.’  You blind men, which is more important, the offering, or the altar that sanctifies the offering?  Therefore, whoever swears by the altar, swears both by the altar and by everything on it.  And whoever swears by the temple, swears both by the temple and by Him who dwells within it.  And whoever swears by heaven, swears both by the throne of God and by Him who sits upon it.
“Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you tithe mint and dill and cummin, and have neglected the weightier provisions of the law: justice and mercy and faithfulness; but these are the things you should have done without neglecting the others.  You blind guides, who strain out a gnat and swallow a camel!
 “Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you clean the outside of the cup and of the dish, but inside they are full of robbery and self-indulgence. You blind Pharisee, first clean the inside of the cup and of the dish, so that the outside of it may become clean also.
 “Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you are like whitewashed tombs which on the outside appear beautiful, but inside they are full of dead men’s bones and all uncleanness.  So you, too, outwardly appear righteous to men, but inwardly you are full of hypocrisy and lawlessness.
 “Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you build the tombs of the prophets and adorn the monuments of the righteous, and say, ‘If we had been living in the days of our fathers, we would not have been partners with them in shedding the blood of the prophets.’ So you testify against yourselves, that you are sons of those who murdered the prophets.  Fill up, then, the measure of the guilt of your fathers.  You serpents, you brood of vipers, how will you escape the sentence of hell?
 “Therefore, behold, I am sending you prophets and wise men and scribes; some of them you will kill and crucify, and some of them you will scourge in your synagogues, and persecute from city to city, so that upon you may fall the guilt of all the righteous blood shed on earth, from the blood of righteous Abel to the blood of Zechariah, the son of Berechiah, whom you murdered between the temple and the altar.  Truly I say to you, all these things will come upon this generation.

 “Jerusalem, Jerusalem, who kills the prophets and stones those who are sent to her! How often I wanted to gather your children together, the way a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, and you were unwilling.  Behold, your house is being left to you desolate! For I say to you, from now on you will not see Me until you say, ‘Blessed is He who comes in the name of the Lord!’”

“Do you not see all these things? Truly I say to you, not one stone here will be left upon another, which will not be torn down.”

“See to it that no one misleads you.  For many will come in My name, saying, ‘I am the Christ,’ and will mislead many.  You will be hearing of wars and rumors of wars. See that you are not frightened, for those things must take place, but that is not yet the end.  For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom, and in various places there will be famines and earthquakes.  But all these things are merely the beginning of birth pangs.
 “Then they will deliver you to tribulation, and will kill you, and you will be hated by all nations because of My name.  At that time many will fall away and will betray one another and hate one another.  Many false prophets will arise and will mislead many. Because lawlessness is increased, most people’s love will grow cold.  But the one who endures to the end, he will be saved.  This gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all the nations, and then the end will come.

“Therefore when you see the abomination of desolation which was spoken of through Daniel the prophet, standing in the holy place (let the reader understand),  then those who are in Judea must flee to the mountains.  Whoever is on the housetop must not go down to get the things out that are in his house. Whoever is in the field must not turn back to get his cloak. But woe to those who are pregnant and to those who are nursing babies in those days! But pray that your flight will not be in the winter, or on a Sabbath.  For then there will be a great tribulation, such as has not occurred since the beginning of the world until now, nor ever will.  Unless those days had been cut short, no life would have been saved; but for the sake of the elect those days will be cut short.  Then if anyone says to you, ‘Behold, here is the Christ,’ or ‘There He is,’ do not believe him.  For false Christs and false prophets will arise and will show great signs and wonders, so as to mislead, if possible, even the elect.  Behold, I have told you in advance.  So if they say to you, ‘Behold, He is in the wilderness,’ do not go out, or, ‘Behold, He is in the inner rooms,’ do not believe them.  For just as the lightning comes from the east and flashes even to the west, so will the coming of the Son of Man be.  Wherever the corpse is, there the vultures will gather.

“But immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not give its light, and the stars will fall from the sky, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken. And then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in the sky, and then all the tribes of the earth will mourn, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of the sky with power and great glory. And He will send forth His angels with a great trumpet and they will gather together His elect from the four winds, from one end of the sky to the other.

“Now learn the parable from the fig tree: when its branch has already become tender and puts forth its leaves, you know that summer is near; so, you too, when you see all these things, recognize that He is near, right at the door.  Truly I say to you, this generation will not pass away until all these things take place.  Heaven and earth will pass away, but My words will not pass away.
“But of that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, nor the Son, but the Father alone.  For the coming of the Son of Man will be just like the days of Noah.  For as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noah entered the ark,  and they did not understand until the flood came and took them all away; so will the coming of the Son of Man be.  Then there will be two men in the field; one will be taken and one will be left.  Two women will be grinding at the mill; one will be taken and one will be left.

“Therefore be on the alert, for you do not know which day your Lord is coming.  But be sure of this, that if the head of the house had known at what time of the night the thief was coming, he would have been on the alert and would not have allowed his house to be broken into.  For this reason you also must be ready; for the Son of Man is coming at an hour when you do not think He will.
 “Who then is the faithful and sensible slave whom his master put in charge of his household to give them their food at the proper time?  Blessed is that slave whom his master finds so doing when he comes.  Truly I say to you that he will put him in charge of all his possessions.  But if that evil slave says in his heart, ‘My master is not coming for a long time,’  and begins to beat his fellow slaves and eat and drink with drunkards;  the master of that slave will come on a day when he does not expect him and at an hour which he does not know,  and will cut him in pieces and assign him a place with the hypocrites; in that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.
 
 “Then the kingdom of heaven will be comparable to ten virgins, who took their lamps and went out to meet the bridegroom.  Five of them were foolish, and five were prudent.  For when the foolish took their lamps, they took no oil with them, but the prudent took oil in flasks along with their lamps. Now while the bridegroom was delaying, they all got drowsy and began to sleep.  But at midnight there was a shout, ‘Behold, the bridegroom! Come out to meet him.’  Then all those virgins rose and trimmed their lamps.  The foolish said to the prudent, ‘Give us some of your oil, for our lamps are going out.’  But the prudent answered, ‘No, there will not be enough for us and you too; go instead to the dealers and buy some for yourselves.’  And while they were going away to make the purchase, the bridegroom came, and those who were ready went in with him to the wedding feast; and the door was shut.  Later the other virgins also came, saying, ‘Lord, lord, open up for us.’  But he answered, ‘Truly I say to you, I do not know you.’  Be on the alert then, for you do not know the day nor the hour.

“For it is just like a man about to go on a journey, who called his own slaves and entrusted his possessions to them.  To one he gave five talents, to another, two, and to another, one, each according to his own ability; and he went on his journey.  Immediately the one who had received the five talents went and traded with them, and gained five more talents.  In the same manner the one who had received the two talents gained two more.  But he who received the one talent went away, and dug a hole in the ground and hid his master’s money.
 “Now after a long time the master of those slaves came and settled accounts with them. The one who had received the five talents came up and brought five more talents, saying, ‘Master, you entrusted five talents to me. See, I have gained five more talents.’ His master said to him, ‘Well done, good and faithful slave. You were faithful with a few things, I will put you in charge of many things; enter into the joy of your master.’
 “Also the one who had received the two talents came up and said, ‘Master, you entrusted two talents to me. See, I have gained two more talents.’  His master said to him, ‘Well done, good and faithful slave. You were faithful with a few things, I will put you in charge of many things; enter into the joy of your master.’
 “And the one also who had received the one talent came up and said, ‘Master, I knew you to be a hard man, reaping where you did not sow and gathering where you scattered no seed.  And I was afraid, and went away and hid your talent in the ground. See, you have what is yours.’
“But his master answered and said to him, ‘You wicked, lazy slave, you knew that I reap where I did not sow and gather where I scattered no seed.  Then you ought to have put my money in the bank, and on my arrival I would have received my money back with interest. Therefore take away the talent from him, and give it to the one who has the ten talents.’
“For to everyone who has, more shall be given, and he will have an abundance; but from the one who does not have, even what he does have shall be taken away.  Throw out the worthless slave into the outer darkness; in that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

 “But when the Son of Man comes in His glory, and all the angels with Him, then He will sit on His glorious throne.  All the nations will be gathered before Him; and He will separate them from one another, as the shepherd separates the sheep from the goats;  and He will put the sheep on His right, and the goats on the left.
 “Then the King will say to those on His right, ‘Come, you who are blessed of My Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world.  For I was hungry, and you gave Me something to eat; I was thirsty, and you gave Me something to drink; I was a stranger, and you invited Me in;  naked, and you clothed Me; I was sick, and you visited Me; I was in prison, and you came to Me.’  Then the righteous will answer Him, ‘Lord, when did we see You hungry, and feed You, or thirsty, and give You something to drink?  And when did we see You a stranger, and invite You in, or naked, and clothe You? When did we see You sick, or in prison, and come to You?’  The King will answer and say to them, ‘Truly I say to you, to the extent that you did it to one of these brothers of Mine, even the least of them, you did it to Me.’
 “Then He will also say to those on His left, ‘Depart from Me, accursed ones, into the eternal fire which has been prepared for the devil and his angels;  for I was hungry, and you gave Me nothing to eat; I was thirsty, and you gave Me nothing to drink;  I was a stranger, and you did not invite Me in; naked, and you did not clothe Me; sick, and in prison, and you did not visit Me.’  Then they themselves also will answer, ‘Lord, when did we see You hungry, or thirsty, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not take care of You?’  Then He will answer them, ‘Truly I say to you, to the extent that you did not do it to one of the least of these, you did not do it to Me.’  These will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into eternal life.”

“You know that after two days the Passover is coming, and the Son of Man is to be handed over for crucifixion.”

“Why do you bother the woman? For she has done a good deed to Me.  For you always have the poor with you; but you do not always have Me.  For when she poured this perfume on My body, she did it to prepare Me for burial.  Truly I say to you, wherever this gospel is preached in the whole world, what this woman has done will also be spoken of in memory of her.” 

 “Go into the city to a certain man, and say to him, ‘The Teacher says, “My time is near; I am to keep the Passover at your house with My disciples.”’”

“Truly I say to you that one of you will betray Me.”

“He who dipped his hand with Me in the bowl is the one who will betray Me.  The Son of Man is to go, just as it is written of Him; but woe to that man by whom the Son of Man is betrayed! It would have been good for that man if he had not been born.”  

“You have said it yourself.”

“Take, eat; this is My body.”

“Drink from it, all of you;  for this is My blood of the covenant, which is poured out for many for forgiveness of sins.  But I say to you, I will not drink of this fruit of the vine from now on until that day when I drink it new with you in My Father’s kingdom.”

 “You will all fall away because of Me this night, for it is written, ‘I will strike down the shepherd, and the sheep of the flock shall be scattered.’  But after I have been raised, I will go ahead of you to Galilee.”   

 “Truly I say to you that this very night, before a rooster crows, you will deny Me three times.”

“Sit here while I go over there and pray.”

“My soul is deeply grieved, to the point of death; remain here and keep watch with Me.”

“My Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from Me; yet not as I will, but as You will.”

“So, you men could not keep watch with Me for one hour?  Keep watching and praying that you may not enter into temptation; the spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”   

“My Father, if this cannot pass away unless I drink it, Your will be done.” 

“Are you still sleeping and resting? Behold, the hour is at hand and the Son of Man is being betrayed into the hands of sinners.  Get up, let us be going; behold, the one who betrays Me is at hand!” 

“Friend, do what you have come for.” 

“Put your sword back into its place; for all those who take up the sword shall perish by the sword.  Or do you think that I cannot appeal to My Father, and He will at once put at My disposal more than twelve legions of angels?  How then will the Scriptures be fulfilled, which say that it must happen this way?”  

“Have you come out with swords and clubs to arrest Me as you would against a robber? Every day I used to sit in the temple teaching and you did not seize Me.  But all this has taken place to fulfill the Scriptures of the prophets.” 

“You have said it yourself; nevertheless I tell you, hereafter you will see the Son of Man sitting at the right hand of Power, and coming on the clouds of heaven.” 

“Before a rooster crows, you will deny Me three times.”

It is as you say.” 

Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?”

My God, My God, why have You forsaken Me?” 

“Do not be afraid; go and take word to My brethren to leave for Galilee, and there they will see Me.”


“All authority has been given to Me in heaven and on earth. Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age.”



I can't quote the book
The chapter or the verse
You can't tell me it all ends
In a slow ride in a hearse
You know I'm more and more convinced
The longer that I live
Yeah, this can't be
No, this can't be
No, this can't be all there is

I raise my hands, bow my head
I'm finding more and more truth in the words written in red
They tell me that there's more to life than just what I can see
Oh I believe - Brooks and Dunn

Thursday, April 5, 2018

Deafness - The People Separator

“Our failure to hear His voice when we want to is due to the fact that we do not in general want to hear it, that we want it only when we think we need it.”
Dallas Willard, Hearing God: Developing a Conversational Relationship with God 

     You cannot learn, you cannot answer, you cannot dance, you cannot be intimate, you cannot know, you cannot respond without first hearing.  With or without your ears, hearing is the most important part of communication.  Hearing is knowing and knowing is intimacy.  I remember sharing a story, a painful story from my childhood with a friend I had only known through email.  This was our first meeting in person and I told my whole story including the painful part I had never shared before.  I looked at the floor through most of the details and at the same time listened for any kind of response that would show me what he was thinking, believing, feeling, but I heard nothing.  When I finally looked up his eyes were full of tears, no words, but lots of communication.  We just sat there for several moments with tears dripping from our eyes and both of our bottom lips quivering and I felt more validated, more understood, more accepted than I had in a long, long time, probably ever. 
     For weeks or even months the Lord has been talking to me about hearing Him.  It actually started about a year ago or so, when He brought to my attention that my listening skills left a lot to be desired.  I argued, because I do that.  He said, "Oh it's not me you are not listening to, it's everyone else."  Ouch!  Well Lord, to tell you the truth, there is very little out there I want to hear about.  There is so much small talk.  I hate small talk.  I could care less how much you paid for that peanut butter or how much you saved on that shirt.  I just don't care.  You have to have a hunger for what you are listening to in order to actually hear.
     Over the last year or so I have heard the "Shhhhh!!" sound from God more than any other.  People interrupt me . . . He says "Shhhhh!! just listen."  I'm in a hurry, but He directs me to listen.  I think I have become a better listener and I know I have realized the many categories I don't care to hear about.  Of course it's different with my kids and grandkids: I want to hear everything they want to talk about . . . almost!
     After so much time focused on my listening skills, He switched to other people.  He has had me watching people and paying attention to how they listen.  I thought I was bad.  Listening is a talent that is almost extinct in this country.  Technology is filling our ears with so much garbage, many of us forgot how to tune in to a human voice.  People talk over each other and nobody ever finishes a sentence.  People walk away while the other is in mid-sentence. Or when I have finished what I am saying and before I take a breath the person I was talking to starts rambling about something totally unrelated.  Did you hear me?  Did you hear anything I said?  And you listen to God?  Is anybody listening to Him?  It seems He is agreeing with a lot of people now a days.  (Makes you wonder)
     Prophecy?  Hearing God and relaying the message . . . His words?  How are we to believe the prophetic words we hear when the person who is giving them can't stand still long enough to hear a complete thought from a good friend.  But believe they heard Jesus?  How much of that prophecy was your fleshly advice on my life situation, the situation you only half way heard?  It happens a lot.  If you gossip and slander, I believe the Lord cuts off your ability to prophecy, because fresh water and salt water just can't flow from the same mouth.  When somebody twists my words, it upsets me.  How does Jesus feel when we twist His?  The words of God created everything you see . . . everything . . . how dare we think we are great enough to grab a hold of them and twist.  Probably why the false prophet is thrown into the fire.  We have to handle those words with the fear of the Lord.  Listening is a lot more than hearing the words.  Tone.  Body language.  It's all part of communication.  And if you can't hear me with all the communication parts outside of my voice, how exactly do you hear God?
     Let me share a story I may have shared before:  It was 4 or 5 years ago.  I was sitting on my bed having a great conversation with Jesus.  Suddenly He said, "Go outside.  I'm going to show you something."  I did.  He often taught me great things sitting on the deck while I blasted worship music in my ears to drown out the world.  I grabbed my music and ear buds and headed out to the deck.  I got all set up, turned on the music and waited . . . and waited . . . and waited.  When He finally spoke it was not what I expected, "Did you really believe that was me?"  I was almost startled by His words.  Then he explained, "I don't command.  I invite you to join me and ask if you want to see what I have for you."  I was embarrassed.  It was true.  But why would the enemy suddenly command me to go outside, imitate Jesus and  . . .  because we were having a great conversation.  It was a valuable lesson.
     I searched how many times "ear" is in scripture.  103 times.  Yet "hear" is in scripture 374 times.  Not that this is proof of anything, but I believe there are so many more ways to hear than with the ear.  We have to hear with our heart.  I know the Lord talks to me in several different ways and many think I am a complete weirdo, but I notice things.  Silly things.  Ear is only a part of hear and hear is a large part of heart.  Just add a cross.
     What is the point of all this?  I'm not sure.  I do know we have not been listening.  We have softened the Churches message to such a degree that many people who have sat in church for their whole lives, said some sort of so called salvation prayer and live like the world (even though they don't cuss) are all going to burn in hell for eternity unless we start speaking truth.  The whole truth.  All of it.  Yes, most importantly repentance.  If a person has not changed, because they love Jesus, they are probably not going to be with him through eternity.   
     Another way the Lord speaks to us is through dreams and visions.  He gave me a dream the other night and the message was clear; There is a big move of God coming and if we continue to do from our own power and not His, we will get run over by that move of God.  How do we do this?  Listen.  Listen to Him.  Listen with our  hearts.  He is dropping the plumb line and we have to go deep in Him or go home.  Literally. 

A moment of insight from God is worth more than a lifetime of experience. John Paul Jackson

Sunday, October 15, 2017

GOAL!!

 Being a goalkeeper is like being the guy in the military who makes the bombs - one mistake and everyone gets blown up.
Artur Boruc


     What if you were on a soccer team or better yet, a hockey team and you look over at your goal and there stands a three year old?  Yeah, no pads, no helmet, no clue.  What is that you hear?  Is she singing?  What the heck?  Is this a joke?  Nope.  She is guarding your goal.  Yeah your goal.  The place where the opponent racks up the points.  He can ruin your life and take you right out of the game.  The T-shirts stop selling, the fans stop coming to watch, because a three year old doesn't have a clue how to be a goalie.
     Now, what if that same three year olds parents were there and they suited her up for her own protection and then they suited up themselves and after a good chest bump and a holler and, of course they moved the child behind the protective glass, they stood beside each other filling most of the opening to the goal.  Yeah, now we are selling some T-shirts.
     The point?  Watch over your heart with all diligence, For from it flow the springs of life.  Proverbs 4 is about getting wisdom at any cost and verse 23 says to guard your heart.  The enemy knows when we are three our heart is young and vulnerable.  Perfect for attack.  He gives us parent's to watch over our hearts because obviously we cannot.  As in the illustration above, no child can be expected to guard their heart against the schemes of the enemy. 
     When the lies of the enemy, through trauma, abuse, etc., make it into the heart of a child they are much easier to believe, than when that child gets older and learns truths.  If that child learns truths.  Every truth learned is another lie blocked and the opening gets smaller and smaller.  I think we call that maturity. 
     If there is shame the child is less likely to go to the parent to exchange the lie for truth.  If the parent does not believe or for some reason does not exchange the lie for truth, the lie multiplies.  See, if you receive the enemy's lies as truth it will get in your heart and you will act out those lies.  The enemy is taking shots at your heart  and your child's heart 24/7, not just for a 60 minute game.  And after a shot gets through like a goalie ,we can't just go hide amongst the team.  Every shot that gets through changes the game.  We always have to have the truths out number the lies to win. 

Hockey is murder on ice.
-Jim Murray


Thursday, September 28, 2017

The Journey: Splintered Personalities?

The Journey: Splintered Personalities?: “Define yourself radically as one beloved by God. This is the true self. Every other identity is illusion.” ― Brennan Manning , Abba's C...

Tuesday, September 19, 2017

Brokenness Denial


“Who knows why God allows heartbreak, but the answer must be important enough because God allows His heart to break too.”
Ann Voskamp, The Broken Way: A Daring Path into the Abundant Life    


     I have seen it more than once.  People will admit they are imperfect.  To say they are not would be arrogant.  Of course we can admit that.  Fewer people can use the word broken.  And even fewer are able to tell you how they are broken.  Oh, they are willing to share the stories of who broke them, but not HOW they are broken.  And next to none, will tell you how they are going about healing.
     Thousands of people all over the world claim to be Christians, while their behavior is undeniably from the world.  They take advice from the world.  They do what the world does and then quote scripture about Jesus hanging with prostitutes.  Yes, yes He did, but He never paid them for sexual favors.  There is a huge difference.  Hang with them, but if you aren't doing it with the goal of introducing them to Christ then check your flesh.  If you want to hang with the world, you are broken.  
     Comfort should come from the Comforter, but when it comes from porn, alcohol, drugs, sex, food, TV, sleep, exercise, etc. etc. you are broken.  One of the most freeing things I have learned to do is check my motives.  If I am doing it for any selfish gain, I can't do it.  If I speak something to get someone to think how I want them to think, that's manipulation.  When you have been raised in a manipulative, judgmental family those habits are hard to break, but it can be done.  I don't catch it every time, but several times I day I would ask myself, "Why am I doing this?"  If it's not to make a life better, don't do it.  Soon you will find, you don't even have to check yourself as often.  Selfish motives, come out of brokenness.  Pure motives come from healing.  I am going to leave you with a teaching by Dallas Willard.  Love this man.  He has taught me a lot about my behavior and who I am.  Dare check it out!


“In many cases, our need to wonder about or be told what God wants in a certain situation is nothing short of a clear indication of how little we are engaged in His work.”
Dallas Willard, Hearing God: Developing a Conversational Relationship with God 
 
 
 
 
 
   

Thursday, September 14, 2017

Pinky Swear!

Jesus said, You do your ministry and I will do Mine.  You change the world, and while you do that I will change you. - Don Nori  Sr.

     You ever have one of those nights when you are lying in bed thinking about your life and all you can say is "God!!  DO SOMETHING!!"  Nothing is how you planned it or how you want it.  But it's not about you.  You gave it to Him.  You can't really take it back.

     Well, this morning He started to do something.   I have been listening to a series called The Prophetic Edge.  There have been several "Aha" moments, but nothing like what He revealed today.  It's one of those "I knew that, I just never had it spelled out in such a way" realizations.  Otherwise known as "Duh" moments.  My friend, Dave passed on the first of this month.  No matter how hard we tried we would always end up arguing.  I am very thankful the last time I saw him, we spent three hours, as real friends, laughing, talking, forgiving and praying.  Today, God explained it to me.  The reason I am so alone in this world, estranged from family, friends and ministries, has been made clear.  I am okay with it.  It is the reason, behind every relationship struggle or relationship gone bad in my life.
     There is a leader in every system.  Family leaders are most often chosen by order of birth.  Ministry leaders are usually chosen by . . . well the guy who built it is usually in charge and it is often a pastor.  Businesses are the same.  Within businesses and ministries, when the next pastor or CEO is put in place there is a window of opportunity for a change in the way the system operates.  This can happen in families too, but because of generational sin, training that begins at birth and other reasons, they often never change.
     The operating systems are often built on fear.  Fear of losing what they have or imagine they have or losing the chance to get what they want.  Some of those fears are loss of title, loss of control, loss of reputation, etc. etc.  For instance in my family, there is a fear of "loss of control"  If you step outside of the lines of the required behavior/submission, you will be punished.  The black sheep is usually the one who says "I am not living under this operating system."  There are unspoken rules that are instated in families that some cannot live by - don't talk about it, don't tell, act like nothing happened, are seriously messed up rules, and they can also be as minor as don't move away, you must work for the family, etc.  When you say you can't or won't live under these ridiculous, one person honoring, rules, leaders get scared and they get pissed off!.  I believe exposure is the biggest reason for the fear.  Exposure of who they really are threatens their existence.
     In the church there are titles, there are goals and even beliefs that your behavior must fall under or you will not survive there.  They will word those rules so they sound biblical often using the word "honor" but what they don't explain is that you are honoring fear and whatever destiny that fear dictates.  Those system requirements can be as damaging as "you must control the Holy Spirit" or as silly as you must praise the leadership team, never suggesting any change, even if it's good and never questioning anything they say or do.  He is talking about the Church systems, but it can be applied to any operating system, and I absolutely love this quote by Don Nori Sr.  "The people you need to trust are the people who have been through the fire with you.  The issue is . . . and this is a difficult thing to find, because as soon as you feel like you have something to lose, you're finished.  Your influence is over, the minute you have something to lose.  So as long as you have something to lose, you can't help me.  As long as you have an ulterior motive, a personal agenda, there's nothing you can do for me.  But whenever you have nothing to lose, when you realize everything I have I got by being obedient to God, everything I have I got by responding to the Holy Spirit.  I didn't lie, I didn't cheat, I didn't deceive, I didn't coerce, I didn't intimidate, everything I got by being obedient to God, therefore I have nothing to lose."
     There is freedom.  The arguments between Dave and me, were not personal.  Our personal friendship was fine as long as we did not talk about the Church.  He wanted me to fit under his ministry in my own little box built from his destiny and fear and I refused.  Mostly I refused because the Holy Spirit instructed me to.  What God has for me does not fit inside the lines of Dave's ministry.  When he couldn't control me, I became a threat.  Not even because of anything I did, but because of the differences in our belief systems.
     I refuse to fit into the operating system of my family.  I believe children are not safe in that system built out of fear.  Appearance is much more important than safety, honesty, unconditional love, healthy relationships, respect, freedom and many other things I believe in.  What makes me angry is that I do not expect my kids to live under that system, but they tend to believe family is more important than these things I have listed.  Seriously I regret not pulling them out of that system a long time ago.  My mentor always asks me, "What does healthy look like?"  I always laugh, because I have no clue most of the time.  I have never seen it. 
     I think the biggest fear operating systems are built under is exposure.  Leaders who are not confident in who they are in Christ and how they are loved by Him, tend to allow their insecurities to rule their world and if they are in charge, well then their insecurities are ruling you if you choose to be under them.  I refuse to belong in any system that operates from any unhealthy fear.  If it isn't the fear of the Lord, I won't be under it. 
     I am in no way trying to dishonor Dave or his ministry.  Dave has done some great things.  What I believe has happened though is a change in direction.  I feel like the Lord is saying the Church has been headed into a direction it is not called to.  It's being led by pride, rebellion and religion, which all fall under FEAR.  Even the whole "Left behind" tribulation, hell on earth, belief system is about fear and Jesus does not roll that way.  He is coming for us, but He is coming when we are united, not when the earth is so ugly He can't stand to look at it.  The whole trib/rapture story was designed by the enemy.  You may say that can't be true, because people came to the Lord through that fear, but I believe it scared more away than came and it opened the door to religion, rebellion and pride. 
     So where does the Lord want the Church?  Authentic inner healing/transformation.  And it's not about the Church defining what that is.  We need to facilitate it.  Then allow Jesus to do the transforming.  A huge church has members who can sneak in and sneak out unnoticed and unhealed.  I had a friend who was homeless in his last years and snuck in and out of the local "mega" church.  They believed loving him was defined by allowing him to come in late and sneak out early, give him coffee and no condemnation for his ways.  He hung himself.  I don't hold them responsible, but I just wonder if there was more they could do.  Get him a job?  Find him a place to live?  Get him delivered from the strongholds that kept him prisoner?
     When Jesus walked with the disciples, He taught them to heal the sick, cast out demons, and raise the dead.  Show me a church doing that.  People don't know where to go for this kind of help.  Why isn't the Church doing it?  They are afraid of the Holy Spirit and they try to control Him.  We are supposed to follow Him, not make Him fit into our operating system.  You can't make God do anything.  The insane (demon possessed) are walking the streets, and the Church does nothing.  The other day I heard of a suicidal man being turned away from the local hospital because they were full.  Are you kidding me?  Where was the Church?  How many local pastors or leaders would have volunteered to go get this guy, do a little deliverance and prayer and sit in his closet with him?  Actually, it's not just the pastors and leaders who should do this, but they should have teams of people on call at all times.  But the leadership I see is afraid.  I had a pastor contact me about the demonic attacking him in the night.  I shared what I knew and I offered to bring a team to his house, but he refused, because of what people would think.  BTW he is dead now. 
     The Church is for the sick and it puts on a good show with "Come as you are" but the unwritten words that follow that statement are "stay as you are and honor us"  They have their 12 step programs for addictions of all shapes and sizes, but what about deliverance.  They pray for you when you are sick, but what about laying on hands and commanding that sickness to leave.  They are dying and out of fear they don't go to those who know, who have been healing the sick and broken, but instead they have a huge prayer vigil that sounds more like a funeral than a healing. 
   I believe that Dave knows some things now that he couldn't see before and he supports anything I can share to open the eyes and ears of others.  Many will not agree with me and many will get angry, but Dave made a choice and more than once the Lord showed me he would.  I prayed against it, but fear won.  So I have to ask, where was his faith?  He looked good, appeared brave, knowing where he would go, but was his faith really in God?  Did he believe the  whole bible or just parts?  He said he was a good candidate for healing, but did he really believe that or did he feel unworthy?  I have to ask these questions, because he didn't go to the people he knew were having success in praying for cancer patients and getting them healed, but instead began to plan his own funeral.  Literally!  And with help from the pastors who are now in charge of the church, with their fears and insecurities.

But whoever dies first the other has to say good things. Pinky swear? - Dave

Monday, April 17, 2017

It's Always Time To Die!

Father, I want to know Thee, but my coward heart fears to give up its toys. I cannot part with them without inward bleeding, and I do not try to hide from Thee the terror of the parting. I come trembling, but I do come. Please root from my heart all those things which I have cherished so long and which have become a very part of my living self, so that Thou mayest enter and dwell there without a rival. Then shalt Thou make the place of Thy feet glorious. Then shall my heart have no need of the sun to shine in it, for Thyself wilt be the light of it, and there shall be no night there. In Jesus Name, Amen. - A.W. Tozer

     There is an argument I have with my closest friends quite often. Why I argue I am not sure, because I know they are right.  Sometimes it feels like we are playing a game where all our shortcomings or sins, whatever you want to call them, are written on our foreheads and the whole world can see them, but us.  I know I don't see my things that drive others crazy.  I want to.  I ask God.  Show me what needs to go, because I want to be everything I can be for Him, but I have to die to me to make that room for Him.  It's a process, I have gone after hard, but not sure I am getting anywhere any faster than anyone else.  
     My argument is, what kind of friend am I if I don't tell them what is on their forehead?  I can see it as plain as day.  I see how it hurts them every day.  I can see the foolishness when they act like they have it all together, but we all see the list.  They don't fool us into believing it's not there.  Why don't we tell them?  
     A while back a friend and I were discussing one of my issues.  I honestly don't remember what it was, but I remember a light when on in his eye and I thought "Yes, He is going to tell me in a way I will get it."  But instead he said he was going to wait for God to tell me.  Seriously?  God can scream at me and I don't hear Him.  But my friend said it always sticks in the heart better if it is God who tells us.  Well, I got it from God that afternoon and couldn't wait to tell my  friend that God had let me in on their little secret about me.  He was happy to tears for me.  I have to admit, I questioned if I wouldn't have got it just as well had he told me.  I think its more about the relationship building it does with us and Christ when He reveals our brokenness through love. 
     It's just so hard to watch someone drowning and refuse to let go of the boulder.  Now, around me I have many who are dying physical deaths and I want so badly to take their boulders and give them Jesus, but they are clinging.  I hate to be the one to say it but a couple are so sure they will be healed and/or they can live for years with this cancer.  People don't live with this kind of cancer very long.  That's in the natural.  They are so sure they are right they will cling on to those boulders believing . . . ?  People close to them, who believe in healing, don't believe it will happen because they see the boulders too.  Yet, they encourage and I just don't think it's right to encourage without truth.  They wouldn't hear me though.
     The difference in those facing the same fate is incredible and I may not be seeing it, but the Lord gave me Jim.  Jim prays he got everything done the Father wanted, but he is ready to go talk to Him about it.  Those fighting to stay, believing it is not their time, believing for healing, may say they are ready to go, but I see the fear.  They talk about how great God is and how much they believe, but there is something missing in their faith.  There is something that says, but what if . . . ?? 
     I got a word from the Lord last night that this is a time of training.  These relationships, this cancer, the fighting, the resigning, the battle is all in front of me to learn.  To learn what?  I don't want to get to the end and wonder if God will heal me of the disease the enemy inflicted on me.  I want to know that if the enemy has a right to inflict me, if he has authority in my life to give me a disease, to infect me with cancer, I want to know like I know right now that I most likely left a door open to him.  I have seen this so many times and I don't want to stop believing because it is me.  Most cancer is from bitterness.  The sad part is I see it.  I see the bitterness in these people.  I see it propping the door open to the enemy.  They talk about things and pretty soon you hear it in their voice and they show their anger.  One talks about guns or this country and his voice gets louder and you hear the bitterness.  One talks about a woman from years ago and the anger comes.  One talks about people who have left him.  He is so focused on what others did to him when right now would be a better than perfect time to be looking at what he has done to others and ask God, not trust his own gauges of guilt.  He hasn't seen it.  We don't see it and if we don't one day we will be looking at death and wishing we could hear Him now.  When death is knocking at the door and you have no choice . . . if you don't open the door he will break it down because he has the right . . . it's time to read the writing on the wall, quickly.  Your friends have already kept it from you.  You need a word from God on where to hear truth. 
     I had a vision about one of these people months and months ago.  Jesus flew me to his house and there was a poorly made rocking horse in the front yard.  I knew something was off and sure enough realized it was full of demons.  They were sneaking into his house in the Trojan rocking horse.  I wrapped chains around that horse and locked them all inside the horse so they could not escape and make his life more miserable.  Then the Lord showed me how He had written all over the cabinets and walls inside.  It was of an ink only this man would be able to see.  Now I see they are little mirrors so he can see what is written on his forehead. 
     Ironic, most of my life I have wanted to go to be with Jesus and yet He says I have much to do here.  These men get to go home and only one has his robes on and is standing at the door.  The others fight to stay.  God has proven time and time again, we don't need them.  It doesn't matter who dies, we go on without them.  If there was more they could do for God and His plan, surely He would keep them here.  Maybe that's the key?  Are they doing for God or are they doing for self?  If you don't die to self how much on His list can you get done anyway?

Evangelical repentance is repentance of sin as sin: not of this sin nor of that, but of the whole mass. We repent of the sin of our nature as well as the sin of our practice. We bemoan sin within us and without us. We repent of sin itself as being an insult to God. Anything short of this is a mere surface repentance, and not a repentance which reaches to the bottom of the mischief. Repentance of the evil act, and not of the evil heart, is like men pumping water out of a leaky vessel, but forgetting to stop the leak. Some would dam up the stream, but leave the fountain still flowing; they would remove the eruption from the skin, but leave the disease in the flesh. -- Charles H Spurgeon

Monday, April 10, 2017

This is Your Brain on . . .

“There's no reason to have a plan B (mine) because it distracts from plan A (God's).”
Will Smith


    This quote cracks me up.  Especially after the words that struck me this morning.  I got home late last night and decided to watch Dave's sermon on line.  Something struck me but I wasn't sure what is was.  I watched enough of the sermon this morning to understand.  He was talking about baptism.  I realized baptism is one of the few things we agree on.  Only water baptism though.  He was talking about it being symbolic of dying, being buried and being resurrected.  He began to give a list of things we need to die to; bitterness, pride, whatever else.  I heard each thing and it made sense, but this morning when he choked up so did I.  My plans.  That's a tough one.  Die to my plans. 
     Especially in this country, people are urged to plan and if you don't you are irresponsible.  You plan for a career, you plan for college, you plan for children, marriage, retirement, etc.  Then we find Jesus and we open the passenger door for Him to get in and ride along with us through our plans.  He even lets us believe our plan is okay, for a little while.   Then one day if you truly pursue Him with all your heart and you obey and you listen, it happens, a tug of war on the best laid plans.  I know women who have planned for their wedding their whole life.  Last night I went to a wedding that was planned out by God.  Holy Spirit was the guest of Honor.  It was absolutely amazing.  Are we willing to let Him do that much of the planning?
     God ultimately holds the plans.  We can go to school for twelve years to be a surgeon and He can take our hands.  Or allow our hands to be taken.  Now what?  We can plan all our lives to have a big family and then find the spouse of our dreams can't have children.  NOT what we had planned. 
     Lately with friends the topic has been what is okay with one of us, may not be with another.  Maybe my friend can watch a show, that I feel convicted if I watch.  Maybe she can have a beer, but I am not comfortable.  Why?  Is there no black and white with God?  Maybe it's my call.  Maybe it's her weakness.  Maybe it's his brokenness and a freedom he hasn't found yet?  I seem to live by stricter standards and some days I get angry about it.  Why can't I do what the other kids can do?  
     It's funny because in a couple months it will be 6 years since I first talked to Dave.  We have been through a lot.  We are a lot alike.  God has allowed the enemy to attack both of our brains and I can't help but wonder if there is meaning there.  I have my dead cells from the stroke and he has a tumor.  He always has to "one up" me.  When he repeats himself, I laugh because I get it and I do it and then I say a prayer for him.   
     There is a movie about the prophet Jeremiah.  Patrick Dempsey plays Jeremiah.  He and the king argued a lot like Dave and I and at one time the movie helped me understand what was happening between us.  There is one scene where Jeremiah grabs the prison bars and shakes the door, yelling, "GOD!!  GOD!!"  Man, I identified with that scene.  I am sure Dave does now.  The prophet is always trying to get a stubborn king to change from his plans to God's plans. 
     I plan nothing without the Lord.  Some would say I take it too far, but I don't think so.  It's more of a "I'm moving through the day this way.  Stop me God, if there is something else you want me to do."  Often He does.  Often He changes the whole day.  Other times He changes nothing.  When you have been planning your whole life and then suddenly you have a death threat, you spend a lot of time being still with your mouth hanging open and no words.  It's being forced to change plans and it sucks, until we realize it is God and it is best and it is right, but it can still suck.

If it was easy, everybody would be doing it. - Dave

Friday, April 7, 2017

Me is a small part of Messiah

“Jesus calls us to his rest, and meekness is His method. The meek man cares not at all who is greater than he, for he has long ago decided that the esteem of the world is not worth the effort.”
A.W. Tozer, Pursuit of God 
 

          One of my favorite things to do in my time with God, is listen.  I'm not talking about throwing out to Him all my concerns and waiting for Him to explain Himself.  What I am talking about is sitting quiet with Him and giving Him the floor.  Maybe I will start with "Good Morning, Jesus" but that is it.  Often times, after a few seconds He will ask a question or make a statement that is so far from anything I have been thinking about, that I have no doubt it is Him.  Sometimes He talks about me.  Sometimes He talks about Him.  Sometimes He talks about others, usually my relationship with them.  And other times He talks about life, the Church or the world in general.  More often than not lately His words are about listening to others.  It's not about my ability to listen, but more about what people are talking about.  Most of them are talking about the same thing whether they are believers, non-believers, young, old, whatever, their subject is always about them. 

     A couple years ago I began following a retired pastor on FB, "Jim".  Every day he poured out wisdom from his morning time with Jesus, or a lifetime with God, I am not sure where he got all of his wisdom and revelation.  In July of 2015 I got brave enough and asked him to be friends.  Not that I felt worthy, but because I didn't want to miss a thing he had to say.  Then he figured out how to make and post videos and that made him a real person, not just amazing words on a page.  He was and is so humble.  He talked mostly about what he was realizing about who God is, mistaken beliefs he had over the years.  It was refreshing.
     One day "Jim" dropped a bomb shell.  He was living in New York, but was going to be moving to Florida to live with his daughter.  Of all the months I had followed him, not once had I read anything about him having cancer.   And now it was serious enough that he wasn't able to take care of himself.  I cried.  I have never met this man, but he was such a humble mentor.  He did not need my pat on the back or my silly little compliments, all he needs is the Father and I was thankful he allowed us to see into their relationship.  There was a time his daughter got on line and posted for him and I thought it was the end, but he bounced back and I was selfishly happy for the additional time I had to watch, read, and follow him, instead of "Jim" joining Jesus. 
     The Lord led me to Jim.  He is a good example of the humility God wants in us.  But when you find someone like Jim, others start to stand out too.  This is where God has me listening to others.  I can't count the times I have picked up the phone and listened to a "friend" talk about everything thing in their life, ask me to pray for them, and then have to hang up, because somebody else is calling.  Not once do they ask about me or mine.  It's making me very sad.  Not that I need the attention, but that I question if this is how they talk . . . talk AT everyone.  Isn't FB enough talking about self?  My friend who has had cancer in his throat, prostate and now lymph glands rarely talks about how he feels.  I have to drag it out of him.  I have to insist that I am a friend and that's what friends do, they listen.  He will admit he is tired, he will admit his fears, and he will ask for a little help, but he really focuses on the positive.  He is a humble man.
     Facing death brings out who we really are.  I admit I am not one who likes to face my mistakes or my shortcomings.  I don't set aside days to ask the Lord if there is anyone I owe an apology to.  I forgive often, but I fall short when it comes to asking for forgiveness.  When I had a stroke a little over a year ago, before they came with the results of the MRI I pulled a friend aside and asked him "If this turns out bad, please get ??? in here so I can make things right."  Facing death exposes the truth about who a person really is. 
     I see so many people stuck in the "Look at me" stage of life.  I remember at about 3 or 4 realizing that my parents were my sisters parents too.  And as my world revolved around me hers revolved around her.  Then as I got older there was the "I live on a stage" period of life.  I see many stuck there.  That's where old men drive down the road playing music from their past, nodding, winking and giving a little wave like they are the coolest of the cool and you wonder if they ever were.  They live on a stage they should have stepped off of at least by 16.  You can see it in people, those who live every day like their life is a movie.
     When following Christ, if our lives and hearts have truly been given completely to Him, there should be a maturity that happens.  There should be a change in who we are that we can't help.  We should be teachable.  There should be no bible topic we fear, because "I don't know" is an answer.  We should never have unquestioned, uncritical agreement and allegiance to a human leader.  If they don't allow us to question, we should run.  I watch the Lord try to get a person's attention over and over and they don't see it, because they are stuck on what they need.  They are stuck on being in "the popular" crowd.  So many have no idea how to "be real" to get in touch with who they really are, because of their fear of man, need to please man, they have become actors.  They don't know who they are. 
     Why does God allow horrible things to happen to us?  Cancer?  As I am watching my friend and pastor Jim become more and more aware of how weak they are and how big God is, I have to listen to them.  I don't want to miss anything.  There has to be a reason God allows the suffering and I wonder if it is because it is making these two look hard at their lives and humbling them.  On the other hand another friend is playing it out like a star.  no I don't mean I am impressed, quite the opposite.  It's like he is waving to the crowd in a parade.  I don't hear anything about Jesus and what He is doing.  I know what is going on behind the scenes is not pretty.  See, I believe God allows trials, traumas, to expose the truth about who we are.  My friend told me the other day that when he spilled his mouth wash that morning, it launched him into a rage he hadn't seen in a while.  It was like he was making a confession to his priest.  He said there was a string of Mother F_ _ _ _ _ s that came out of his mouth and then when he saw the candle he lights during his Higher Power time he said "F You" to his candle.  He looked at me sheepishly and said, "God probably didn't like that."   All I could say, "God has big shoulders.  I have said the same things and worse and He still talks to me."  I was so glad to hear he was letting it out and I told him. 
     One thing that drives me nuts, is when the person we pretend to be is so different from who we really are.  The people I spend the most of my time with are the ones who are the same whether we are in a crowd or it's just the two of us talking.  The bigger the difference in who they are alone or with people, the less of my time they get. 
     I have spent the last couple months in a fog.  I feel like I am standing on a busy street corner and people are moving every which way around me, bumping into me and not even noticing I am there or for that matter, they aren't seeing anyone else.  Everyone is fighting this survival battle.  Everybody is alone.  The world keeps going around.  Nobody is hearing anyone else.  Nobody is seeing anyone else.  I am praying for the dying.  I am praying for the babies.  I am praying for the left behind.  I am praying for the ministries.  I am praying for finances.  I am praying and praying and I see no change.  How do we unite these broken vessels of loneliness?  I feel like a bomb has gone off and all I have is a handful of bandages and a couple bottles of water.  Then it hits me.  There is only one prayer that fits it all.  Lord, rip the veils from their eyes and ears that they may know your will and it is done.  Give them their daily bread of wisdom and revelation that they may align themselves with you.  Wash them in your blood and cover them with mercy and grace.  Then God shows up!
     Two days ago Pastor Jim's daughter posted that they had moved him into hospice and he was settling in nicely.  The nurses love him and he is in no pain. Pray, but let him go.   A few hours later Jim himself posts.  He wasn't talking about his pain, or the cancer or how he was doing, no he was giving a praise report.  He told of how God gave the address of where he was in the hospice house to a couple guys from another state who stopped by and he (Jim) was able to pray for them and pass on his mantle.  He was so excited about what God is doing, never once getting stuck in his own stuff.  I love that.  Jim is not the hero, but to his very last breath he is pointing to the one true God.  Never once since I have followed him has he said look at me.  Every day, in everything he does, he points and says "Look at Jesus". 


"This will blow your mind people really!" - Pastor Jim's last post starts out with these words about Jesus.
    

Monday, March 27, 2017

My Hippie Artist Friend

“There are no 'if's' in God's world. And no places that are safer than other places. The center of His will is our only safety - let us pray that we may always know it!”
Corrie ten Boom


     Yesterday, cancer kicked my ass and I don't even have it.  I feel guilty because a very good friend of mine is really struggling with the whole God thing while her husband is in pain, being eaten alive by cancer cells.  I should be there, sitting beside her.  I was when her brother was murdered years ago.  It didn't matter if it was the middle of the night or the middle of the work day, I was there for her.  Now my hands are so full.  At least they feel that way.  I pray.  That is all I can do.  I listen to how He wants me to pray and I pray.  That's all I can do. 
     As I was having this awesome day with God two days ago, I didn't know everything that was happening.  The Lord spoke to me with a message for a couple friends and it was amazing.  I had lunch with a new friend and I had dreams interpreted and lots of confirmations.  I was feeling so good, especially about me and God.  I love those days where you hear clearly and many answers come, but I think those ice cream cone from heaven days are from God, because He knows the next day you will be required to eat spinach, liver, and sardines. 
     I woke up Sunday morning with the glow of God's presence still on me when I got a text from my friend who has been clean for over 20 years and he asked how I was doing and informed me he woke with a Johnny Cash song on his mind,  Sunday Morning Coming Down.  I answered his text with the song I woke up with " Nothing but the Blood " on my heart.  Then he dropped the bomb: Of the three lymph glands they tested, two showed cancer.  I can't even write this without tears.  We have been fighting for a year and a half, throat, then prostate and now . . . and now the worst.   I am so tired and I am so pissed off at Satan for his pride.  I spent most of the day in bed, in tears, feeling beat up.  Cancer is kicking my ass and I don't even have it. 
     It is frustrating to watch the different battles and how they are playing out.  We prayed for a guy a couple weeks ago and he passed away.  I see one fighting with hundreds of people supporting him, because they have made him their God instead of the real one.  I can say that because at one time I did the same with him.  Now he is just one of my friends and was very important at one time, but if people don't put him in the right place, under God, just a pastor, the Lord will take him.  He told me that years ago when I was putting him before God, God said, "Don't make me take him out of your life, because I will."  He has.  I learned.  Too late.  Now it looks like we will not have time to be friends like we once were.  I love him and he saved my life.  I would give him a kidney if that's what it took to keep him alive, but God made it a brain tumor, cause you can't give away your brain and who would want it?  Ha. 
     Then there is my friend sitting with her husband.  I should be there.  I can't take it.  I know her family is nonexistent and that makes me feel worse.  I don't know how she is managing, but if yelling at me about our God helps, I am okay with that. 
     Then there is my friend that the Lord instructed me to give whatever he needs and I have been and would have even without instruction.  He is amazing.  A few times I have sensed anger.  A few times we have sat in silence hurting alone together.  He tries to cheer me up and rips my heart out.  I do not want to lose one of these people, but I would give up their friendship to save their lives, I would walk away forever if it meant they lived.  Then I have to look at the bigger picture.  What is God doing and not doing and why?
     From what I have learned about healing, I would be on my face asking God who I needed to go to and ask forgiveness from.  I bet the list would surprise me and maybe now would be a good time to start - before the disease of bitterness.  I hate cancer and that just may be where my bitterness lies. 
     So yesterday, I spent the day listening to his song.  Today, I am fighting for all of them again, through prayer.

 
 
And the one that reminds me of him.